Loumakky.Blog

thinking about life.

Today I came to the conclusion that I need to stop centering my life around problems... my mind is becoming more and more unsettled—because of my relationship with my body, my routine, my hobbies, my desires... with everything... because of my relationship with perfection.

I’m addicted to seeking perfection, to the point where I no longer find pleasure in anything and feel anxiety about everything... It’s as if I’ll never be enough... a good enough friend, loved enough, beautiful enough, smart enough... even with my disabilities, I’m not disabled enough... never perfect enough... does anyone else feel this way?

thinking about life.

I’m working on a media.log file for the website (｡•́︿•̀｡); unfortunately, I’m not yet skilled enough to type one from scratch (；ω；), so I’m using another template (｡•́‿•̀｡)✨, but this is messing up the site's aesthetics (╥﹏╥)💔

Aside from that, I'm managing my college work (｡•́‿•̀｡)📚✨… Can you believe I’m going to have to bring an avocado pit to sculpture class? 🥑(⊙_⊙)

Today is the first official blog entry... I'm proud to see the site taking shape.

I'm still going to edit it a lot... but I'm very happy....

Aside from that, today was a productive day at work... not so much at home... but the important thing is that everything is up to date. I'm going to work on topics for blog posts, maybe reviews... but from a more personal perspective, the official reviews will be in another part of the site... thinking about it, I'll need to make a site map... but for now I have enough.